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alright. i just can't believe that i have to spend the whole of my hols training. 6 days a week. that leaves monday free only. =/ guess i'll just have to make use of the free time that i have before and after trainings to GET A LIFE. Seriously, what in the hell is no life? Think my life is just like taking a roller coaster. Breath-takingly FUN.


Rights. Recently heard from some people about views on the team. It was a third-party view. So, i guess it's a comment that has to be taken seriously? Guess there would be another team talk soon. Our hectic time-tables and life are just driving us crazy. Sometimes, we need a break. Sometimes, we need to break some rules to let loose. Though it dosent seem very appropriate to do so, it sometimes just slip our minds so easily that it wasent on purpose. Alrights. Like what i'v said, our hectic lifes and time-tables. I just hope that we could compromise and give-in so that there's a happily ever after right?


Since the start of 2007, half a year gone already. But there was really a bundle of thoughts that i had to drag through almost every day. After letting go some, more came along. I guess this is just part of growing up. I'm 19. Going 20. Not a girl, not yet a woman. Maybe i'm not alone. My point is. It really is a wonder how we could handle so many things in such a short period of time. Think there's alot going on in my life. Whether it is known or shadowed, they are all in control. Too much considerations, too many decisions to make. It sometimes would drive us crazy. But i guess we learn from it.


And just yesterday, when my mum called me to inform me about the arrival of my package, she asked me whether i could actually handle my life. Whether i was stress or not, bla bla. And she was actually asking me quit polo. haha. and i actually gave it a hard thought before replying her. It's kinda scary when it comes to a point to realise that the thing that was the cause of ur so many problems could actually be just there to let go and you just didnt see it. And why hadn't i see it? Maybe it's because it has already become part of my life, my routine. Come to think of it, maybe if it wasent polo. I wouldnt had a life like this. Polo, mould me into someone stronger. Mentally and physically. In areas. yea. hah.


I guess. One has really have to do the stuff that you love and want to. The first time that i see this sport during it's showcase, i signed up without a second thought even though no one in my group had signed up. I was sure i would love this sport. And, yea. I love it and I'm glad that i made a right choice and persevered on. The people that i'v known and all, it really is a wonder how ur life would turn out to be when you do something you like and how far it could bring you in life.