DAMN IT.

i can't believe how could people have such LOUSY attitude. GOD DAMN IT. URGH. TO HELL WITH U!

=s

ok. something very weird happened early this morning. I suddenly woke up at 6:30am in the morning remembering that i have my IS enrollment at 8am. and the previous night. i had totally forgotten bout it. HMM. i wonder how my brain functions. quite a good alarm clock huh. lol.
and i hope the IS i'm taking is gonna be fun. EVENTS COMM. IT LOOKS FUN. =D

i've got no clue~

alrights. i've got my watch. i've got many other stuffs. and my bank is almost zeroed. and i don't care. ok. like. whatever.

thought today's training would be hell. BUT WE JUST SLACKED ALL THE WAY. pity panda didnt come. lol. attack defence was kinda fun. LOL. i'm on my way to becoming all-rounder. WATCH ME! *NEXT BIG THING. crazy. but. yea. polo's fun sometimes, sometimes not. oh wells. It builds up lotsa stuff in me. ;)

erh. what else. hols ending in like. 3 weeks? time passes damn fast. blink and it's gone. haven done much stuff this hols. lazing around. dvding, laptop crashing. blah. nvm. i still have another 3 weeks to go. the whole of it is just like a test to me. handle it well, i pass, i hope i do.

ok. seriously. i think i'm a no-life-er. imagine sleeping and watching tv the whole day. maggie mee for dinner. preparing food for the dog. i dunno. what am i supposed to do? haha. i think i've really gotta look for the next chance to club. it's been some time.

and life is unfair in it's sorts of ways. u get this, u don't get that. think life is unfair, think about others. prolly u'll find urself a whole lot more fortunate than the others. that's how i find my way out.

the 'lots' results were out. thank goodness our grouping wasent that bad. the only thing i have to focus on is to bring us to the next stage and to the river. YEA. We'll have a helluva of a time there. I don't think we'r that bad. just that we flop when we get nervous. lols.

HAHA. i have pinchable CHEEKS. that's after much comparison among ourselves.

who would

things are just too much to handle. sometimes, i would wish that i could trade it for something else. prolly, life would be easier that way.

many a times. when things overwhelm. who could u turn to.

but. how could u just turn away when there's a problem u can't handle?

urgh. i'm just sick and tired.

=D

ok. i think i'm a genius. lol. nvm. the point is. I managed to reformat the whole comp system myself. thanx to dell's technical support. haha.

and i lost lotsa stuffs too. damn it. now there's no microsoft office or whatever, no songs, no photos. all GONE. -_-.

nvm. a step at a time. HAHA.

iguaed

ok. here are some really unglam photos. lol. enjoy.

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i don't wanna see. coz i don't wanna know.

untitled

craps. was it just a coincidence or am i thinking too much? or. it just happened to be the same?
oh wells. i guess it's just too good to be true.

i'm dead.

ok. seriously. i don't think i have the stamina to carry on this kind of training. it's just the first week and i just feel like dying. almost dead. Not to mention the weather that made all of us woozy and all. can kill.

omg. i doubt my stay. And i wonder how long i could last when i can't even last for the first week. urgh.

WISHLIST

there's seriously a never ending lists of stuff that i wanna get. gonna start the season of scrimp and save. that's a difficult task. perhaps, the last resort would be getting my parents to sponsor me. that's the best.

hur. yesterday went vivo with serene.c . while walking to UOB to activate my card, saw some scandalous stuff. lol. shant explain more. yes. and on that sinful day, i made like a few transactions.
i'm already feeling the pinch.

Bought a pair of zara jeans. =D. was planning on a levis. but i abandoned it. lOl. yes. one thing settled. then came white shorts from pull and bare. asked for a new pair and the sales assistant said they can't take anything from the store because they'r taking stock. ridiculous. can't they be a lil more flexible? then i had to go down to taka to get it. like wth.

so, hung around the huge mall thinking bout whether i should spend my money on stuffs. and i'm deciding on a ripcurl bag. SILVER in colour. wait til i get my hands on the discount voucher.
haha. eh. then there's this fossil watch. white fossil watch. round face and very classic (that's what i think). i'm waiting to get it on my birthday man. 175 BUCKS. there's still some time to work and save up. haha. less than a month though? i hope i'm only using my savings to get that watch. damn. can't wait to get my hands on it.

HAHA. i hope there's nothing more for me to buy. I REALLY HOPE.

then at night. went cafe iguana. hoho. like finally. ordered the macho magarita. couldnt finish it. the iguana beer's nice though. then people of the s's started getting sick. haha. i dunno why. took lotsa dumb photos. it's all with jiun. EH. GET THE HINT YA!

ok. that's bout all.

everything

ok. finally opened the damned account, signed up for the card and registered for my BTT test at CDC. now everything's done cept waiting for the card to come. but with no money inside, what's the point huh. waiting waiting.

small accomplishments to my life. HAHA.

and for the past 2 weeks, it's just dvds and dvds and dvds. never ending. muchest thanks to fionne-the-supplier. hahah. at least we'v got something to do at home and not go out and spend money. MUAHAHA.

THEN, i'v gotta wait til may before i could take my btt test. freeeeeeaking long. i think by the time i take my advanced theory, the rest would have taken their license already. damn.

what else. erh. life's a bunch of stress. never ending. one after another. Anyways. spotted a quote from the papers.

Men are troubled not so much by circumstances as by their reactions to circumstances. - Epictetus

Quite true eh.