get wordy

It's not the competition period. but i just can't help feeling down and low again. Happened during past competitions. And it's happening now. Maybe it's for the fact that i did not gym at all.

The shots just kept going in and i can't do anything bout it but feel sorry. Every time i would just drag myself to kallang. Is it because it's kallang, or is it me. The help that i need is not there any more. So, practically, i just got to figure it out what went wrong. BUT. It's been weeks. SO MANY MANY MANY WEEKS. WHAT IS WRONG MAN. ARGH. not focused? not strong enough? reaction too slow? no consistent training on my keeping? or is it just the period of the month.

train harder? but how? where's the motivation?

have i had enough? cox i can't wait to step down.

or maybe things might take a change after that. there's hope though. i just got to look on the brighter side for now.

And, today, marks the end of my one week holiday. It has been good. A long long holiday after so many months of crazy attachment and supervisors. Wanted to talk about my reports now. But i feel sick on the immdiate thought of them.

Oh yea. And our 10 new boats came. Yet to take photos with our precious, but soon. With new boats, i guess i found more interest going for pool slot. =) It's been long since we've seen so many red boats in the pool. How cool is that man.

2007 is finally coming to an end. Busy year. At least it's not so boring when there was so many things that has happened. =) But i'm looking forward to 2008. A new chapter without my 2-yr-old braces. Fresh start, i hope.

Lastly, christmas was GREAT. So many presents from others, so many from myself. It's good to reward yourself. Although i seem to be doing that now and then. HAHA. OK. They were just excuses to my crazy spendings. BUT. It's not like i buy whatever i see. At least the prices of all of the stuffs i bought were reasonable. I'm not a huge spender. Really. Just look at those who spends like a few hundreds, close to thousands. Mine is just SMALL CASE.

And, are there new year presents?

FISHING AT KELONG NOW.

CHOMP x2

my 1st time there and we ordered so much food!

1st dish - Cockles
2nd - Satay
3rd - Fried Carrot Cake
4th - Hokkien Mee
5th - Satay Bee Hoon
6th - Mango Ice/Bean Curd

Between 2 person.

can u believe it. *fatness

the food was good though. =)

CHRISTMAS AT "KAI-LANS"

FIGHT
totally hilarious
DINNER WITH S & S

early birds

to strike OFF

STRIke-off list

next week. 3 more days to go before my long long holiday.

2 weeks++ to brace-free





1 week ++ to 2008. MOUSE YEAR. mouse





Christmas





Taxi fare





Hari Raya HAJI





SHEEshAaaaaa





mpthree





to my n.team saanta: nike cap please.
MORE SANTAs




IV more days

lesser kgs

Cont'd from SATurday post

additional event to that day. request by BEL

11:30pm. saw daph and bel in their K boat. tried to flip their boat but they didnt even budge

then came jac, who tries to hand tackle bel.

they almost capsize.

CLEVER JAC!

stocks & indexes

BINTAN FRIEND = Jeremy. Taught me something new. something bout stocks. lol. SO COOL.

i sound so noob. are those suppose to be common knowledge? LOL.

STI = Straits Time Index. seriously, i know nothing when i see my parents study the stocks going up and down on tv. those few dollas of $$. still got what PUT and CALL warrant. chim.

i'm enlightened.

BINTAN

MONDAY

i wonder why the ladies are less friendly.

SATurday. 15th dec

events which happened..

8amto9am - cut my lip
10am - he flew off
4pm - hit my forehead by the side of the pool.

subsequently after that,

panda's boat hit my head while she's trying to bail.

ouch.

=(

i need to sleeeep....zzz

BACK

I'm BACK FROM BINTAN.

Worse thing that had ever happened during this trip was the journey there. I hour ferry ride from Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal to Bintan. Threw up 3 times. Haha. So thankful that Sheena was there! LOVE YA BABE. Held me throughout the whole journey. cept for the 1minute she was gona herself to puke. lol. it was quite a scene. Majority of the passengers were puking.

Alright. I guess photos are more expreassive than words eh. I'll upload the photos taken there soon.

Supervisor's not in today. The whole team of my dept is not in at all. cept for one guy who sits so far away. totally on my own. hope i don't screw up anything. *cross fingers.