Sunday, December 30, 2007

get wordy

It's not the competition period. but i just can't help feeling down and low again. Happened during past competitions. And it's happening now. Maybe it's for the fact that i did not gym at all.

The shots just kept going in and i can't do anything bout it but feel sorry. Every time i would just drag myself to kallang. Is it because it's kallang, or is it me. The help that i need is not there any more. So, practically, i just got to figure it out what went wrong. BUT. It's been weeks. SO MANY MANY MANY WEEKS. WHAT IS WRONG MAN. ARGH. not focused? not strong enough? reaction too slow? no consistent training on my keeping? or is it just the period of the month.

train harder? but how? where's the motivation?

have i had enough? cox i can't wait to step down.
or maybe things might take a change after that. there's hope though. i just got to look on the brighter side for now.

And, today, marks the end of my one week holiday. It has been good. A long long holiday after so many months of crazy attachment and supervisors. Wanted to talk about my reports now. But i feel sick on the immdiate thought of them.

Oh yea. And our 10 new boats came. Yet to take photos with our precious, but soon. With new boats, i guess i found more interest going for pool slot. =) It's been long since we've seen so many red boats in the pool. How cool is that man.

2007 is finally coming to an end. Busy year. At least it's not so boring when there was so many things that has happened. =) But i'm looking forward to 2008. A new chapter without my 2-yr-old braces. Fresh start, i hope.

Lastly, christmas was GREAT. So many presents from others, so many from myself. It's good to reward yourself. Although i seem to be doing that now and then. HAHA. OK. They were just excuses to my crazy spendings. BUT. It's not like i buy whatever i see. At least the prices of all of the stuffs i bought were reasonable. I'm not a huge spender. Really. Just look at those who spends like a few hundreds, close to thousands. Mine is just SMALL CASE.

And, are there new year presents?

FISHING AT KELONG NOW.

1 comment:

kianann said...

hi there! seems that you have been drawn into such overwhelmingly high EXPECTION from others. whats important is whats coming from yourself. my 2 cents worth... keep it simple and go to basics. true love is best at its beginning. now you gotta get the feeling back where it belongs. keep up the gd work! you have lots more to do!